It's nearing Christmas now so I can't help but come back. Which also means it's nearing my birthday, December 25! So, I lost my tablet pen and I'm hoping my parents will buy me a new wacom tablet this birthday. Um.....oh, my brother said he'd get SAI for me, so I'm really excited and hope to get it as he promised, but I kinda know he'll forget. I'll just keep begging. XD

However, unlike others, I'm not entirely happy about turning older because that means more expectations and more stress. I always try to be a better artist than those at my age, but often fail to do so. That is why I dread turning 15, because there are so many artist, who too r 15 and r already magnificent artists, which just makes me so depressed because of how naturally talented they are at art and how hard I have to try to get decent art.

Anyways, presently I will continue to practice my heart out at drawing cause they still aren't all that good, and I hope to actually begin coloring them digitally next year. I made that promise when I turned 14, I know that, but this time I am more sure than ever. Now, I know no one is even reading my journals anymore since I've been dead for so long, and I know they have no reason to remain here, but if u have read this, then I would like to say thank you very much for reading and watching my art.

PS. I will start submitting again as we near Christmas, my dreaded birthday. D: